why does life juz seem so screwed at times.

well apart from all e millions of hw and tests dat has stacked up on me, e thing im most pissed about is e ss project/group. ok well mayb im not dat pissed considering i have a pretty calm face when im blogging this but yes. it totally ticks me off/irritates me.

1. my group. why did i have to choose a grp full of scholars! sth im nvr gonna do again. dey are so freakin uncontactable and dey have nothing. (camera wateva so dey juz push e burden to me?! and shaun but ya.. dats another point for later) dey go like 'oh ur our last chance, plz try to do sth!' and im like.. wow thx for juz pushing e responsibility to me.. so yes ive learnt to NEVER ever do a project wif a million scholars again. convenient for them but not at all convenient for me -.-
2. my group members. ok
jerwins fine but hes juz got such a big dickhead ego at times dat im so pissed. and it doesnt help that hes so freakin tall and his legs ALWAYS extend under my chair and everytime i wanna move my chair around (very frequently) i bump into his leg and my chair doesnt budge. e fkn thing is he doesn care he juz leaves his leg dere so i have to move e whole chair myself. and to tink he was 'scolding' yedi "eh ur like lying on my table! this is my private area".. geez some pple needa learn to 反省 a bit..
yamings jzu decent not much problesm about him.. at least hes a bit empathetic i muz say.
liuhao and jiangyan.. no comments la. no initiative at all. os yes quite slackers -.-
shaun.. argh! ok i juz have to let it all out now. i mean despite e million of times dat he has screwed us up, i have tried to forget it. but like now? yesterday i very clearly remember 'tmr do ss after sch. eos (end of story)." this is wat he told me on msn. so good rite. den wat happens? he nvr come. den when jerwin starts hassling him, he msges me "jerwins fkn unreasonable" den wat happens? jerwin starts houding and venting his frustratinos on me. talk bout shifting blame/responsibiltiy. ok well aside from dat. yes i mean he IS e one wif e freakin videos and e camera.. but everytime we wanna do.. sth will happen. so yes i NOE you are freakin gonna go to canada and wateva fkn results u get here dun matter anymore, but for fucks sake. if u seroiusly wanna fk e whole grp over, well i can tell u dat i wun miss u.. seroiusly wat type of attitude is it la... lets see
'sry not free, going to accompany fren' of all e other reasons u give me i dun care, but this is e most fuktarded reason ive heard. its like ok so yes u value ur frens more than us, dat i dun care. but seriously.. nvm im like totally understanding why like e hcg totally dislikes shaun. ugh! omg..

im juz so pissed now. and yes if he so reads this like on tuesday night, i can assure u dat hes gonna pon tmr so he can juz prove how freakin BIG AND MIGHT AND IMPORTANT he is so that we'll all screw up in singapore whilst he juz laughs his ass off in canada. k wateva. u cna hate me for all u want but juz go tink about it. u can go find ur other frens who are more 'fun' than me. juz shows how superficial some pple ah.

ugh im juz gonna burst under all this la! nvm at least 50% of my frustrations are out in this post. ill juz die and kill myself in e remaining 50% which composes of e freakin 3 tests we have on friday and wateva hw.

so anyway. shaun u asked me when i asked u if u going sch tmr 'do i care?' rite. well. sadly now i juz almost cant be fked anymore. 'dun do unto others wat u dun wanna be done to urself' juz go think bout it. good luck in canada.